I feel pretty good about my positioning in regards to this famous person whom I've never met. If my last post regarding her-the one where I mention Kinky Friedman- indicates a frame of mind TOO willing to let someone I care for slip through my fingers, then so be it. I decided today that if the cost of living my personal life in a sustainable, viable manner means that romantic love eludes my grasp, then so be it. I'm not going back to the old ways.
The old ways seem insane now. Any given moment of my day to day existence saw me looking to connect with women, whether in my head or in the world. This may not sound like much of a problem to some people, but for me, yeah. The mindset reflected in my Kinky Friedman post has worked wonders for my health and well-being. If, as I sometimes fear, this mindset does NOT work THIS ONE TIME in regards to this ONE (famous) PERSON (whom I've never met) to the point where my whole approach to these dilemmas becomes invalid and wrong, well, how was I to know that? I'm only going by what has worked so well for me in the past. And no, not working well in the sense that I've found true love everlasting, but rather, that I don't have those crash and burn episodes due to my ceaseless quest for love everlasting. Nope, not going back to those old ways.