As soon as I feel ready enough to do so, I will start patronizing that business that young woman works at once more. I don't even know if she works there anymore. I hope this post finds her and hers well, regardless. I said on June 15th that I stood willing to walk away from this whole deal. I told several people in my world that I stood willing to give us both the whole rest of the Summer off from this deal and go into a kind of self-imposed exile. I made good on my word. Right? At some time, sooner rather than later, I 1) hope to see this person again, and 2) plan on pretty much leaving her alone. Maybe my return to my normal routines will serve to further wind down a situation that she seemed to want to take a break from. She seemed cheerful the last time I saw her. At least she didn't seem to have any issues with me. I came through on my pledge to just take a break, and I have a lot of confidence that I can just leave her alone if I perceive that she wants that. I stood willing to let go of our deal from day one. Yeah, it was a pretty shitty deal on day one, but I stood willing to let her go from that day to this, and I've done nothing if not totally prove that multiple times.
Write something about yourself. No need to be fancy, just an overview.