Oh my

I don't go many places due to the current pandemic situation.  I do go to a couple of coffee shops several times a week.  I've noticed sometimes that very attractive young women will look at me a little more than usual or otherwise vie for my attention.  I like this.  They all seem to have in common a certain height and body proportion that remind me of  that young woman at that business I can go on about so much.

I don't want to see that young woman at that business right now.  I figure that if I tried to favor her with attention at her job, I would have the overwhelming feeling at some point that she might just want me to leave her alone and not bother her at all.  After all, it's OTHER woman at these coffee shops who look at me a moment more than usual or even put on a little miniature show for me by struttin' their stuff in front of me.  This attention, regardless of where it's coming from, seems to act as a salve on the bitter feelings over where this young woman might have been coming from for a good deal of that time these past two years.  She seemed to back off towards the end there, which helps.  These little interactions with these other young women seem to kind of let me know that I did the right thing by letting this young woman at this business go.