Not going back

Regardless of how things shake out in regards to any woman I may approach for social reasons in the coming weeks and months, I don't want to go back to any deals from the past year or so.  A couple of weeks ago I wrote that I still didn't know whether a particular party that managed to preoccupy me this past year or so even liked me.  I insinuated that the very question of whether this person even liked me, after all this time, constituted sufficient reason for me to end the whole deal.  I still feel that way, and I will feel that way whether or not I manage to connect with another woman in any meaningful way in the foreseeable future.  A few weeks ago, I felt as if myself and this person who has so taken up space in my head from time to time this past year had come to a crossroads, and  that the crossroads we found ourselves at presented an opportunity for me to go my way, and to let her go her way.