I mean, it's looking pretty cut and dried to me right now. What if I just let any supposed opportunity with any of the STONE FOXES in my world just slip through my fingers? I tried that just one time with Sara in my youth, and that one time: no nervous breakdown, no psychotic episode. This last experience with the Invisible Woman really bore that out. Regardless of whether that was a "real" thing going on or not, I could have had a lot of problems if I tried to be the most loving man I could be. In that case, the world that broke my heart in my youth hasn't changed, but I have. And, I don't think I've changed into a bad, unloving, or cold-hearted man as a result.
So, if I do just "turn my back on love" in reaction to any of the STONE FOXES in my world, I guess that I shouldn't be surprised if I come up empty. But, if these last several experiences with the women in my world, starting in 2012, carry over into whatever transpires with this or that STONE FOX in my world now; my mental, emotional, and overall health should turn out pretty robust, and I can continue to work on my art and music at the same productive pace that I've attained over these past several years.