As is obvious to anyone who's read these blog posts of these past several months, my mind and heart have assigned love interest status to that famous woman I've gone on and on about for that time. Now, I will make it official. If anyone wants to see what can happen when I consciously acknowledge that a woman is my love interest, they need look no further than how things shook out with that former cashier who, unfortunately, didn't seem to love me back. I think I managed my end of it pretty well with that one, thank you, and I have every expectation that I will manage my situation regarding this famous woman at least nearly as well if not equally as well. I honestly think things stand in a non-adversarial place regarding that famous woman now, which puts her at least one up on that former cashier.
What compelled me to declare this status for this young woman has to do with the situation I find myself in now. She's one of the busiest, most occupied people in the arts and entertainment industry right now, and seeing as how she's now my official love interest, I can imagine that my current situation could serve as a preview of coming attractions. I'm left to my own devices on the home front while she could be off on some tour or shooting some movie or some such shit as that. Might as well make the best of it. Officially declaring her my love interest will afford her the same courtesies and considerations I conferred on that former cashier.
If she fails to shake out as anything to me, well, the way I look at it now, it might just mean that SHE failed the very test she wanted to put ME through. That would amount to a really fine development, would it not? But, it wouldn't be the first time in history for me or anyone else that a love interest has come up short. Can't be helped if that's the case, I suppose.
What compelled me to declare this status for this young woman has to do with the situation I find myself in now. She's one of the busiest, most occupied people in the arts and entertainment industry right now, and seeing as how she's now my official love interest, I can imagine that my current situation could serve as a preview of coming attractions. I'm left to my own devices on the home front while she could be off on some tour or shooting some movie or some such shit as that. Might as well make the best of it. Officially declaring her my love interest will afford her the same courtesies and considerations I conferred on that former cashier.
If she fails to shake out as anything to me, well, the way I look at it now, it might just mean that SHE failed the very test she wanted to put ME through. That would amount to a really fine development, would it not? But, it wouldn't be the first time in history for me or anyone else that a love interest has come up short. Can't be helped if that's the case, I suppose.
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