Yesterday at a coffee shop I saw another one of those young, very attractive women whose slender body type and height reminded me of that young woman I can go on so much about. She seemed to want to get my attention. As I left, she backed up to look at the menu board, and appeared to almost fall backwards off of a step. I thought about it later and entertained the idea that this young woman wanted to tell me something about my tarnished love interest. I feel as if this young woman at the coffee shop touched on the idea of seeing a bigger picture that she attempted to illustrate in her pantomime.
Well, if this constitutes how I must communicate with this young woman whom I can go on so much about, well okay. The thought of actually going on a date with this person kind of bums me out now. I felt as if I managed to avoid having her visit some hurtful behaviors on me these past couple of months. I feel as if these behaviors could have had something to do with a discriminatory way of treating me through cruel rejection games that I touched on in my post, "Romantic love is not my religion." The behaviors I speak of indicate a weird feminine version of the madonna/ whore complex that supposedly hangs up some men. Call it the winner/ loser complex.
So, I'm such a genius that I don't even get to see this person for a one on one talk, eh? Well then, I would advise this person to stop placing the men in her world in a hierarchy, where one man she thinks highly of gets treated so much better than another she thinks lowly of. I would advise a more spiritual approach to how this young woman treats people in general. I know it can prove very hard to do, but it beats the alternative. Is that all? Will her friends have anymore messages for me?
Well, if this constitutes how I must communicate with this young woman whom I can go on so much about, well okay. The thought of actually going on a date with this person kind of bums me out now. I felt as if I managed to avoid having her visit some hurtful behaviors on me these past couple of months. I feel as if these behaviors could have had something to do with a discriminatory way of treating me through cruel rejection games that I touched on in my post, "Romantic love is not my religion." The behaviors I speak of indicate a weird feminine version of the madonna/ whore complex that supposedly hangs up some men. Call it the winner/ loser complex.
So, I'm such a genius that I don't even get to see this person for a one on one talk, eh? Well then, I would advise this person to stop placing the men in her world in a hierarchy, where one man she thinks highly of gets treated so much better than another she thinks lowly of. I would advise a more spiritual approach to how this young woman treats people in general. I know it can prove very hard to do, but it beats the alternative. Is that all? Will her friends have anymore messages for me?
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