How far will I go?

I have an interest in joining a support group to help deal with my love addiction.  The one I looked into has a concept of "no contact." It's the interpersonal equivalent of total abstinence from things such as drugs, alcohol, and cigarettes.  What no contact would mean for me personally would involve totally patronizing another business instead of a business I currently patronize.  All in the interest greatly reducing the chances that I will see someone whom I determined I have a fixation on.  It seemed like an extreme move on my part to actually take that kind of step, but my love addiction is extreme.  In 1992 I had to check into the psychiatric hospital twice due to my tendency to fixate on Jenna.  

I don't think I've wronged this person at this one business I will try to abstain from patronizing, but I think my move would probably serve both of our best interests, and I would, at the very least, let myself know that I'm committed to dealing with my issues in a tangible, material way.  I will try to take it one day at a time.  My ultimate goal in this endeavor involves a period of time spanning years.  Who knows if I can even last a week, but I've got a lot of success under my belt with cigarettes, drugs,  and alcohol.  With cigarettes I had to make quite a lot of tries at my ultimate goal, which now stands at nineteen years and counting since I've had a cigarette.