I had a transcendent moment with "Gwen" right after Thanksgiving 1990. Gwen was dating, I suppose, an old roommate of mine from the SVA dorm who moved out after my first semester of grad school. So, I had him as a roommate in the fall semester of 1989, and Gwen had him as a boyfriend during the time she and I had our transcendent moment. Gwen was kind enough to let me down easy that night in the wood shop. My old roommate walked into the shop after Gwen and I had our moment, but Gwen walked out of the door to the shop that led out to the street by herself so as to not hurt my feelings.
In March, 1991, Gwen let me know she had taken an interest in me. My dumb ass had quickly latched onto Ann Marie as my chosen love interest right after my nervous breakdown that followed my transcendent moment with Gwen, and I let my opportunity with Gwen go by the wayside. That's just one BIG reason that I had no desire to try to rebound, cash in, or otherwise find someone else to take that former cashier's place after our transcendent moment in October of 2021. Another BIG reason I had no desire to try to rebound after my last transcendent moment has to do with the kinds of women I can latch onto after I fail to connect with someone such as that former cashier. I won't name names right now, but a veritable rogues gallery I must say.
So yeah, if someone was kind to me when I approached them for social reasons. like Gwen was and like that former cashier was, and I considered myself smart enough to not try to cash in, and then that person who was kind to me, such as Gwen or that former cashier, were to indicate that they had taken an interest in me, that'd be awesome. I would be willing to meet such a person halfway, even if their initial signals of interest in me registered as "jump through my hoops" commands. Maybe "jump through my hoops" to me translates as "try to meet me halfway" to them. Okay. Man, someone who reminds me of Gwen again. Yeah.
In March, 1991, Gwen let me know she had taken an interest in me. My dumb ass had quickly latched onto Ann Marie as my chosen love interest right after my nervous breakdown that followed my transcendent moment with Gwen, and I let my opportunity with Gwen go by the wayside. That's just one BIG reason that I had no desire to try to rebound, cash in, or otherwise find someone else to take that former cashier's place after our transcendent moment in October of 2021. Another BIG reason I had no desire to try to rebound after my last transcendent moment has to do with the kinds of women I can latch onto after I fail to connect with someone such as that former cashier. I won't name names right now, but a veritable rogues gallery I must say.
So yeah, if someone was kind to me when I approached them for social reasons. like Gwen was and like that former cashier was, and I considered myself smart enough to not try to cash in, and then that person who was kind to me, such as Gwen or that former cashier, were to indicate that they had taken an interest in me, that'd be awesome. I would be willing to meet such a person halfway, even if their initial signals of interest in me registered as "jump through my hoops" commands. Maybe "jump through my hoops" to me translates as "try to meet me halfway" to them. Okay. Man, someone who reminds me of Gwen again. Yeah.
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