In those instances where I carried a torch for women such as Donna, Linda, and Gwen, I likely never thought of myself as the sole keeper of the flame. I likely thought some mutual feeling for me existed in these women, and such a belief justified the flame I kept alive over a period of time when I did not see them.
What did wind up happening, as I see it, resides in the notion that these women felt touched by my expression of feelings for them after my "journey" for our love. Somewhere in that mix, before, during, or after my heartfelt expressions of love, I experienced a mental breakdown.
So, if I ever find myself on a "journey" again in relation to someone I still think about, but whom I have not seen in a while, a little "math" might help me see things more clearly. In effect, adding things up.
What did wind up happening, as I see it, resides in the notion that these women felt touched by my expression of feelings for them after my "journey" for our love. Somewhere in that mix, before, during, or after my heartfelt expressions of love, I experienced a mental breakdown.
So, if I ever find myself on a "journey" again in relation to someone I still think about, but whom I have not seen in a while, a little "math" might help me see things more clearly. In effect, adding things up.
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