I can forgive myself for fucking up this deal with this young woman I can go on and on about on this blog. Lack of accessibility serves to undermine a lot of relationships, or in our case, lack of accessibility could totally undermine our deal. High powered movie star couples split up all the time because one or the other is off on location somewhere and they can't see each other. If my own insecurities about my lack of access to this young woman fuck up this deal, so be it. I definitely won't be happy about it, but I can live with it eventually, because that is so understandable. Maybe I'm in a place I've never been before and I don't know it. Or, maybe I'm in a place I've wound up in too many times already. The only thing I can do is be nice to this person when I see her, and be ready for anything.
Write something about yourself. No need to be fancy, just an overview.