Because, on the one hand, she tried to do some vicious takedown of me, and this effort dates back to 2016, no less, and she figured that whole time that God was on her side, and she mustered incredible resources in an effort to take me down on someone else's behalf. Resources such as upper tier members of her fan base whom she called upon to stand in for her in my everyday world, a knowhow and ability to create an online presence of me that I did not consent to and that I couldn't find, given my lack of knowhow and resources, and the ability to dog me with this kind of shit no matter where I might find myself at any given time.
Okay, on the other hand, the person who did this, I'm supposing, now has some kind of interest in me that one might say is more....positive. Now, wherever I go, it's almost as if I'm spoken for by this person. I have to take this into consideration if I have any desire to approach other women for social reasons, and I have to watch what I say online on this forum or any other, just to cite a couple of possible examples of how things might have changed, and maybe not for the better.
I have to take all of this into consideration, because supposedly this new found interest from this person presents me with some great opportunity. Now it's on ME to play MY cards right. Her, not so much. She's got all of this money, fame, love of the masses, etc., so it's not as if she NEEDS me to work out for her as much as I NEED her to work out for me. Funny how that works, isn't it. She engages in all of this prior misconduct towards me, but I'm the one who has to take primary responsibility to bring it all home for our love. Maybe that's because I've proven extremely adept at dealing with all of this shit she threw my way, starting in 2016, so naturally my very capable hands will prove suitable for getting all of this stuff to work out for us.
Or maybe, maybe, in addition to Richard Alexander proving a capable steward for our love, Richard Alexander is fifty-nine years old, has a major mental illness, has limited financial resources (especially in comparison to her), and has not achieved success in his chosen creative fields in comparison to her. So this is a great opportunity for Richard Alexander, and Richard Alexander needs to just bury HER hatchet as expeditiously as he can, because Richard Alexander is the one who has everything to gain and nothing to lose if this deal comes off.
Well, that's bullshit. Suppose, as long as we're supposing, that it were not me who had this "opportunity," but say, one of those guys who play one of those superheroes in those Marvel movies. You know, Captain America, Falcon, Ant Man, the guy from Guardians of the Galaxy, Thor, one of those assholes. People would look at such an "opportunity" presented to one of them, and they would likely say, "Dude! Are you insane! After all the shit she brought your way! Are you nuts? Have you lost your fucking mind? She totally tried to shit on you the worst way she knew how. Fuck no to that! Fuck no!" That is all.
No, that is not all. Many might say that I'm shooting myself in the foot with these words I now write. I don't think so. I'm letting her know exactly where she stands with me. She can now make an informed, intelligent decision about how she wants to proceed in regards to me. If she were to say, "To hell with this guy! I'm out of here!" from this point forward, she would do so without the ability to accuse me of mistreating her in any way. Name one instance, anyone, where I mistreated her. Name one instance, anyone, where I did one single thing without her best interests at heart. This blog post demonstrates a continued willingness to accept an outcome where we don't become boyfriend and girlfriend, and I think that demonstrated willingness shows that I, as always, have her best interests at heart, over and above any desire to get with her at all costs.