I think I'm onto something with this day to day routine stuff. I'm fine with the idea of just letting this affair of the past six-plus months just go by the wayside. I'm in the process of looking for a job, and I have to integrate the demands of my art and my music with whatever job I've got. That can be tough for anyone to do, and I just don't have the interest in fucking with the situation I've talked about these past six months or so.
Okay, maybe all of that stuff resided mainly in my head, or maybe therein lay some truth. If there was anything to all that stuff, I wonder: Does that mean I "have something" on that famous woman I went on and on about? Who gives a shit! It seems as if a lot of what counts as interpersonal relations between men and women consists of one party "having something" on the other party. I'm gong to do a Harry Truman on this affair and say, "The buck stops here." In other words, all of that "having something" on someone that can go back and forth between me and these women just ends with me.
Okay, maybe all of that stuff resided mainly in my head, or maybe therein lay some truth. If there was anything to all that stuff, I wonder: Does that mean I "have something" on that famous woman I went on and on about? Who gives a shit! It seems as if a lot of what counts as interpersonal relations between men and women consists of one party "having something" on the other party. I'm gong to do a Harry Truman on this affair and say, "The buck stops here." In other words, all of that "having something" on someone that can go back and forth between me and these women just ends with me.
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