Here's page 2 of my latest issue of "...Songbook." I find that I really have to have my "A" game when I work with these old school pens, brushes, and inkwell. That means: lots of rest and a large block of time ahead of me to work for a session. That's why it's going to take so long to complete the illustrations for this book. I'm thinking July at the earliest.
I'm trying to relate to someone in my world in a way that I find sustainable, obtainable, and accessible. For this particular person, I've decided to disengage with contact with them for a period of time. I think it will be a factor of at least weeks, if not months. I've decided to stop bitching about not having conventional romantic access to this person, and just go a way in relation to them that has worked quite well for me in the past. I'm not going to be able to keep a mad on the whole time in my decision, and I'm not even particularly angry about the lack of access to this person as a companion at this moment.
The course of action I'm undertaking really works for me, particularly when I want to set a limit to how much I will do to get with someone such as her. After a while, I've found, decisions I make to disengage with such a person may be ones I make out of anger at first, but the anger fades, and I do well to come up with reasons to keep up the disengagement that don't involve anger or resentment towards such a person.
I'm trying to relate to someone in my world in a way that I find sustainable, obtainable, and accessible. For this particular person, I've decided to disengage with contact with them for a period of time. I think it will be a factor of at least weeks, if not months. I've decided to stop bitching about not having conventional romantic access to this person, and just go a way in relation to them that has worked quite well for me in the past. I'm not going to be able to keep a mad on the whole time in my decision, and I'm not even particularly angry about the lack of access to this person as a companion at this moment.
The course of action I'm undertaking really works for me, particularly when I want to set a limit to how much I will do to get with someone such as her. After a while, I've found, decisions I make to disengage with such a person may be ones I make out of anger at first, but the anger fades, and I do well to come up with reasons to keep up the disengagement that don't involve anger or resentment towards such a person.
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