One of the frequent things I said when I went through that years-long ordeal involving that former cashier had to do with the idea that God was giving me plenty, but plenty, of chances to get women like her right. Instead of feeling burdened and cursed by whatever it is I represent to women such as that former cashier, I saw that whole time involving her as yet another chance to get someone such as her right.
I think I got that waitress at the Magnolia Cafe on Lake Austin right, for sure. It wasn't about trying to win her over to the point where she'd have an attraction to me and actually wanted to date me. It was more about coming to terms with a hot-button situation for me that resonated as the type of situation where, in years prior, I could find trouble rather easily. I could find trouble easily when I decided that retaliation against such a person was the way to go, and I did think that way on a number of occasions in my twenties and once in my thirties.
I think I got that waitress at the Magnolia Cafe on Lake Austin right, for sure. It wasn't about trying to win her over to the point where she'd have an attraction to me and actually wanted to date me. It was more about coming to terms with a hot-button situation for me that resonated as the type of situation where, in years prior, I could find trouble rather easily. I could find trouble easily when I decided that retaliation against such a person was the way to go, and I did think that way on a number of occasions in my twenties and once in my thirties.
I think everyone knows where the visual part of this sequence is going. If I post it without thinking on the next blog entry, I apologize in a advance.
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