Right now I'm doing the inks of my next issue of my comic book. I'm working on scenes that depict the interior of the factory where I worked on 1992. I'm pretty much using freehand and atmospheric perspective to define precise architectural spaces, and it's pretty much driving me nuts to do so. It's intense. I hope to have the book ready for the printer by the middle of June. Here's hoping.
The last couple of posts brought up someone in my world I'm fond of. I've concluded that my aborted attempt to level some incendiary accusation against this person represented a material manifestation of how I did not feel sufficiently loved by this individual. In effect, my paranoid thought processes about what I thought might be going on with her materialized in the form they materialized because I didn't feel loved by her.
I guess a good explanation of why I didn't feel loved by her might be because she doesn't love me. That doesn't mean I want to hurt her feelings with some wild, angry, paranoid accusation, though.
I guess my circumspect, thoughtful response earns me the freedom to blow that whole deal off for quite some time. I managed to talk myself back from the ledge pretty good, alright. Now there's a whole world from that ledge on back that I can wander around in that doesn't have anything at all do with her and hers if I so choose, and I do so choose.
The last couple of posts brought up someone in my world I'm fond of. I've concluded that my aborted attempt to level some incendiary accusation against this person represented a material manifestation of how I did not feel sufficiently loved by this individual. In effect, my paranoid thought processes about what I thought might be going on with her materialized in the form they materialized because I didn't feel loved by her.
I guess a good explanation of why I didn't feel loved by her might be because she doesn't love me. That doesn't mean I want to hurt her feelings with some wild, angry, paranoid accusation, though.
I guess my circumspect, thoughtful response earns me the freedom to blow that whole deal off for quite some time. I managed to talk myself back from the ledge pretty good, alright. Now there's a whole world from that ledge on back that I can wander around in that doesn't have anything at all do with her and hers if I so choose, and I do so choose.
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