Disrespectful?

I've got a couple of things to say about the situation with that waitress at that diner I patronize.  The first thing I want to say is that, if this is a bad deal I got going with her, then frequent patronage of her place of employment at times I  know her to work there won't turn it into a good deal for me.  It's the same as too frequent phone calls to some of those women in my past.  No amount of phone calls to a Katy, Wanda, or Veronica would make the bad deals I had going with them into good deals.  Believe me on that.

The second thing I want to talk about concerns the time I got that waitress' email address from her, sent her an email, invited her to see me play at an open mike in the email, and how she never replied to my email or mentioned getting the email the next time I saw her at her place of employment. Perhaps she really wanted to let me know where I actually stood with her as far as ever going on an actual date with her.  Maybe she only likes me as a customer.

Maybe she'd see any attempt by me to invite her to the event I'm participating in next month as disrespectful of her wishes that she doesn't want to have to fuck with me as a suitor. As of now, I've have zero inclination to stick my neck out at all through any invitation to her from me to come out and see me anywhere.  I've no desire to take it upon myself to come off as some kind of "good guy" and try to "work things out" by any overture from me to her of that nature.  Fuck that!

Here are a couple more pages from "Richy Vegas Songbook, issue number 2:"