In my last post I talked about my latest insights about unavailable women. I concluded that I've never been happier in relation to an unavailable woman in my world than when I realized that I didn't need them to be my girlfriend to feel fulfilled and satisfied. I could carry on without their love and find a lot of happiness in my own sense of self-reliance. Looking back on all of the unavailable women I've had fixations on, going back to high school days, I can't argue against this insight.
Fourteen years ago I took up following my "what if I turned my back on love?" buddha. Did I finally take it far enough? Have I attained the enlightenment I've sought for so long? Is this insight about finding happiness in relation to unavailable women at its fullest when I just moved on and gave up on trying to get with them the culmination of my spiritual journey? Perhaps.
Did I miss out on any great opportunities to get with desirable women in my world to follow my buddha? Perhaps. I don't want to go into detail on that, because I don't want to embarrass anyone, but yeah, I guess, maybe. A huge component of my journey involved letting opportunities slip through my fingers when I perceived that, yeah, maybe this or that occasion did present an opportunity.
Was it worth it? Was it worth missing out on opportunities to get with desirable women in my world to attain what looks like enlightenment regarding unavailable women? Well, it might follow that the more correctly I carried out my journey, that I would attract the attention of desirable women as a consequence. I think that someone who has it gong on might miss out on an appreciable number of okay, to pretty good, to good opportunities to get with women as consequence of having it going on.
Missing out on opportunities might just represent the result of getting onto something from following a beneficial path. I wouldn't change a thing about how I followed my buddha and how it turned out. Not if I had a hundred chances to change how it shook out. Nope.
If opportunities to get with women come up in the following days, weeks, or months, will I be so keen on exercising the option of just letting such opportunities to get with such women slip through my fingers? Maybe, maybe not. Maybe it just depends on the opportunity.
Fourteen years ago I took up following my "what if I turned my back on love?" buddha. Did I finally take it far enough? Have I attained the enlightenment I've sought for so long? Is this insight about finding happiness in relation to unavailable women at its fullest when I just moved on and gave up on trying to get with them the culmination of my spiritual journey? Perhaps.
Did I miss out on any great opportunities to get with desirable women in my world to follow my buddha? Perhaps. I don't want to go into detail on that, because I don't want to embarrass anyone, but yeah, I guess, maybe. A huge component of my journey involved letting opportunities slip through my fingers when I perceived that, yeah, maybe this or that occasion did present an opportunity.
Was it worth it? Was it worth missing out on opportunities to get with desirable women in my world to attain what looks like enlightenment regarding unavailable women? Well, it might follow that the more correctly I carried out my journey, that I would attract the attention of desirable women as a consequence. I think that someone who has it gong on might miss out on an appreciable number of okay, to pretty good, to good opportunities to get with women as consequence of having it going on.
Missing out on opportunities might just represent the result of getting onto something from following a beneficial path. I wouldn't change a thing about how I followed my buddha and how it turned out. Not if I had a hundred chances to change how it shook out. Nope.
If opportunities to get with women come up in the following days, weeks, or months, will I be so keen on exercising the option of just letting such opportunities to get with such women slip through my fingers? Maybe, maybe not. Maybe it just depends on the opportunity.
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